I need to find my SOULXKID!?

I always am looking for Soul Eater yaoi doujinshi's for soul and kid but whenever I do, I always get kid and crona (ewwww) and I can never find any! they are usually on eBay or something... And I already looked at the one Yahoo Answer that said look on deviantart, but I always get kid and crona (double ew) HELP ME!!!!!